Taste of Sin

Fic: I'm a Bitch Vampire. Yay.... (Chapter 4)

Title: I'm a Bitch Vampire. Yay....
Chapter: Chapter 4
Pairing: Jensen/Jared, J2 AU
Rating: NC-17
Wordcount: 4,000 ish (WIP)
Warning: Vampirism. Bloodplay. Slavery. Dominance. Chad Michael Murray.
Disclaimer: The boys are not mine. This did not happen. And if it did, I wasn't invited.

Summary: Vampire movies? Full of shit. That's what Jared learns when he's forcibly turned and caged, set to be sold into vampire slavery. Turns out, the big bad variety of vampires only feed from other vampires. And little bitch vampires like him? They're sold as walking blood bags and pets. Freshly turned and in the home of his owner, Jared struggles to understand his new nature and his new master. Stockholm Syndrome, anyone?

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Taste of Sin

Fic: I'm a Bitch Vampire. Yay.... (Chapter 3)

Title: I'm a Bitch Vampire. Yay....
Chapter: Chapter 3
Pairing: Jensen/Jared, J2 AU
Rating: NC-17 (For future chapters. This one is R.)
Wordcount: 4,000 ish (WIP)
Warning: Vampirism. Bloodplay. Slavery. Chad Michael Murray.
Disclaimer: The boys are not mine. This did not happen. And if it did, I wasn't invited.

Summary: Vampire movies? Full of shit. That's what Jared learns when he's forcibly turned and caged, set to be sold into vampire slavery. Turns out, the big bad variety of vampires only feed from other vampires. And little bitch vampires like him? They're sold as walking blood bags and pets. Freshly turned and in the home of his owner, Jared struggles to understand his new nature and his new master. Stockholm Syndrome, anyone?

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Taste of Sin

Fic: I'm a Bitch Vampire. Yay.... (2)

Title: I'm a Bitch Vampire. Yay....
Chapter: Chapter 2
Pairing: Jensen/Jared, J2 AU
Rating: NC-17 (For future chapters. This one is R.)
Wordcount: 4,000 ish (WIP)
Warning: Vampirism. Bloodplay. Slavery. Chad Michael Murray.
Disclaimer: The boys are not mine. This did not happen. And if it did, I wasn't invited.

Summary: Vampire movies? Full of shit. That's what Jared learns when he's forcibly turned and caged, set to be sold into vampire slavery. Turns out, the big bad variety of vampires only feed from other vampires. And little bitch vampires like him? They're sold as walking blood bags and pets. Freshly turned and in the home of his owner, Jared struggles to understand his new nature and his new master. Stockholm Syndrome, anyone?

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Taste of Sin

Fic: I'm a Bitch Vampire. Yay....

Title: I'm a Bitch Vampire. Yay....
Chapter: Chapter 1
Pairing: Jensen/Jared, J2 AU
Rating: NC-17 (For future chapters. This one is R.)
Wordcount: 4,000 ish (WIP)
Warning: Vampirism. Bloodplay. Slavery. Chad Michael Murray.
Disclaimer: The boys are not mine. This did not happen. And if it did, I wasn't invited.

Summary: Vampire movies? Full of shit. That's what Jared learns when he's forcibly turned and caged, set to be sold into vampire slavery. Turns out, the big bad variety of vampires only feed from other vampires. And little bitch vampires like him? They're sold as walking blood bags and pets. Freshly turned and in the home of his owner, Jared struggles to understand his new nature and his new master. Stockholm Syndrome, anyone?

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qaf: butt sex?

Check In

I've been neglecting this journal an awfully lot. Especially considering that I finally have some good news. It's a little bizarre.

I'm going back to college! Seriously, though, it's done. I've been accepted and the financial aid went through and I have a schedule and I just went for orientation and ... eek, you know? I'm so excited.

I'm living on campus. At first I was very worried about being the oldest person there, but I've decided that I don't give a shit. At orientation I met so many interesting people and it seems like my fidgety, defensive personality is just about gone. I'm actually interested in people for what they know and who they are. It doesn't even seem like I'm shy anymore. Most likely, that's a side effect of working at Blair. It was a death trap of self-hatred and brain numbing boredom, but through my smoke breaks and lunch breaks I learned how to simply walk into a crowd of people and find room for myself. At lunch I frequently got something out of the vending machine and then spotted a stranger looking bored and asked if I could join them. Granted, most people probably learned how to interact with other people in the third grade, but I'll take what I can get.

I'm majoring in English with a concentration in writing. Am I completely positive that I'll stay with it forever? Not entirely. I love writing quite a bit but I have other passions as well. The nice part is that I'm not really that worried about it. As long as I keep striving like I have been, I more or less trust myself to get somewhere good. (Which is a bit of a breakthrough.)

Home still sucks. My father took me to orientation and then didn't bother picking up his phone or showing up when he said he would to pick me up. I sat there for three and a half hours waiting. But whatever. I'm almost out of here.

I've been really heavy into philosophy and psychology lately as well. I love writing for the themes. I've become some sort of ... well, some person that is way too in their head and talks themselves in circles trying to gain insight into things that may not have any answers. Whatever the word is that you'd tag onto that situation, that's what I am. My head's tied into ribbons but I love it.

So, what's everyone else been up to? What are you into? What are your goals, fears, and insecurities? lol. But seriously, I'm interested. Self analyze is interesting. :D
Holy Crap Batman

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I'm thrilled that Supernatural is getting so much news lately. I think they've had some sort of feature in TV Guide just about every week. It's pretty exciting, and long overdue.

I can't say I understand exactly why it's happening now. Maybe it had something to do with Jensen's movie. Or ... maybe it was just time.

I mean, the show has been good this season. It's almost a throwback to season one. There's a definitely sense of fun, which I do enjoy. There are elements of their crackier episodes in just about every episode. I mean, the talking Teddy? That was both crack on a stick and absolutely brilliant. Truthfully, it mirrors the seventh season of Buffy a little bit. Dean's head is so dark and there's so much shit going down that they're purposefully creating light episodes and then implanting the angst into them in order to keep it from turning too painful to watch. Personally, I could go for just a little more angst on Dean's part, but that's just my personal kick. Also, the season is young and I'm sure everything is going to come out in its due time.

Or, maybe the whole god situation is a new theme that more people can get behind. I'm not completely sure. I mean, the episodes have been good. The acting has been good. (With a few exceptions, but hey.) But I still think that the second season was better.

Though, I come back to the talking Teddy ... because that was just brilliant. I really am impressed with the writing. They manage to create themes each week and work them into the script in a way that's both insightful and hilarious. I mean, on the surface that episode was just a funny, random little outing. But it ties incredibly well into Dean's mind frame and the issues that he's going through.

What's the point of life? Can't get things just by wishing for them. Have to work and work and work, and then die, come back, and work some god damn more. And learning that Sam wouldn't wish to go back to Jess, but would rather wish for Lilith's head on a plate? ... That's a nice insight into Sam's character.

Anyway, it's a good season. And it's about damn time that Supernatural got a little more recognition.
Dean Sexy

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Okay, it's time for an update.

Real Life: (I'll make this quick so you guys don't have to skim. lol.) I got a new job. It pays better and doesn't make me want to kill myself as much as working at the hotel did. I just take phone orders all day. Not exactly glamorous, but it's fine. Lots of old people though. Old, old, old people. They're sort of depressing because they weren't always like that, you know? But mostly it's fine.

Fandom:

Mostly, I'm liking the new season. Not as good as season 2, but better than season 3. Also, the ratings are up, which is just short of amazing. TV Guide did a whole two page spread about the show. Jensen was mentioned on a list about people who weren't nominated for an emmy but should have been. So, yay for them.

The article also said that Supernatural fans are "notoriously difficult on new characters." lol. I think that could have been narrowed down to just the female characters, and we all know why that is. But I'm liking the new charries this season. Especially the angel. He's a good actor, and he and Jensen work off each other well. He also gets sparkly lines which I enjoy.

The whole god thing threw me just a bit when I first saw it. I mean, I'm not really a religious person. (As the slash would hint at.) But this isn't religion being shoved down our throats. It's an exploration of beliefs and using religion as a mythical plot device. So, I'm fine with it. It's working. Though, it's still a little weird how much easier I can buy into demons, vampires, and ghosts than I can buy into god.

Their relationship is definitely getting a little strained. But it always has been and probably always will be. I'm hoping that it doesn't get any worse. I want the boys to grow together, not apart, but we'll see.

I was a big fan of the fear episode. I mean, I was half expecting it to be serious fear brought to us by the angst filled Jensen Ackles, and it wasn't exactly that, but his little out burst was priceless. And the clip at the end? hehe. He's such a dork. But I loved his expression when he was done. He looked half embarrassed, half amused, and half proud of himself. Basically, he's adorable.

As for the new Ruby .... eh. I know a lot of people weren't a big fan of the old one, but I liked her better. This new girl isn't as dramatic. I don't feel any fire from her. But that could just be me.

Now, I'm off to search for some good fanfic. It's been a while since I stalked the newsletter. If anyone has anything shinny ... you know I'd love a link.

And seriously, how has everyone been doing? I know, I know, if I was a better person I'd go and read everyone's journal right now rather than search for fanfic, but ... well, I guess I'm not. That'll be next weekend.
QAF: Stoned

Kisses

Oh my god, you guys. Last night was my last night at the Holiday Inn. I'm so thrilled to be out of that place. But there's more!

I wrote before how it was really unfair that I met someone that I actually liked in this town, finally, right before I quit my job. Well, we still had my last two weeks to get to know each other. And we became friends, and last night we kissed.

lol. This is probably an everyday event for people who ... are not me. But for people who are me, a guy going out of his way to flirt with me for two weeks when we totally have a ton in common and kind of understand each other to a freaky degree and then for said guy to actually kiss me ... several times, and in a ... "I want you" way ... well, it's pretty much a once in a blue moon thing.

So, I had to share. Nothing will probably come out of it, but I don't even care. It was totally the best way to spend my last day at that sucktastic job.

*smiles*
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Sam Grin

Happy Birthday to Me!

So, it's my Birthday. Last year I did a picscam to celebrate. Maybe I'll put together a short fic or something later. But, yeah, my birthday.

As a Birthday present to me, I put in my two weeks at my horrible job. Which, yay! I don't have a new job yet, but I will. Anything would be better than that place. It was seriously time.

And, in the interesting - dare I say cruel - way of the universe, I put in my two weeks the same week that I met a potential friend at the hotel. Worked there a year and a half ... haven't clicked with a single co-worker. Decide I'm going to quit and I run across the most interesting, complex, shocking like me guy I'll probably ever meet.

But what are you going to do? I know I made the right decision.

Anyway, in two weeks I'll never have to step foot inside that hotel again and good god, that just fills me with this peaceful feeling like you can't imagine. Like living in the country, sitting on the back porch, drinking a beer with nothing but crickets and peepers to distract from the silence. Leaving this job makes me feel like that. So ... I can't be sorry.
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